Glaze

You bring up a fight

only to fade after

Long time will not see

here after

wasted tears hours on your

beautiful white speckled collar

No longer needed

your service…

I choose to love myself

than you chevaliar

we don’t meet the right

at the wrong time

You choose wiser

when the heart burns white

new path new opportunity here with

you smile with her looking over

As for I a mujer warrior

craves new ways

for all to follow after…

The tryst with life.

Some days are meant to stir your emotional patience and make you look as if you are follower of Hitler. Is this really who I am or it’s just my another personality raging up from inside or is that real and this is fake. I am good I am bad and no matter how much I learn I will always be ignorant of who I really am…

Listen to them.

They know it, they have seen it, the life most plainly. They nag you but not to tell how wrong you are but to let you know that you have time to change, don’t waste it.

Trembling bones, heavy breath and wobbly skin can only have a loving glance. No one can love you so much because they see you not as a person but as a life which they once had and time seems to tick for them.

They choose love over fear, calm over anxious, your one wrong deed doesn’t hurt them because they know the end and the way karma transcends.

Their loved ones might not be near but they be good friends with the ones near. Friends they wished they had when they were young and now realisation that they were the only friend of themselves.

They might be lonely but they will pick the fallen ones and give a shoulder because they know how it feels. They will speak their hearts out and we might term them crazy but how crazy are we within….

It’s the life you know, young and old are two facts well known ,

Life is beautiful live every moment to the heart’s core…☺️

First day as a School Teacher…

15/6/2021 the first day of my school being a teacher. A sense of achievement, a sense of pride since I always adored ‘some’ of them back in my school days. But the actual reason would be a school teacher in my child’s school who made me feel that if I want a change in the teaching system I better be a part of it.

So here I am all geared up, hopeful that I do bring a change and not just go with the herd. Kids are really like wet clay they shape the way you mould them… hope I mould them good into a brighter version of themselves.

It’s online this year too and looking at a class of 30 in a small screen is difficult but trying ways to cope up and give 100% attention to each since they need it more.

After almost an year of home schooling this would be slightly difficult but change is always better. I think we humans are built in transformers we adapt to any difficult situations and strive to be our best and this COVID may make seem living normal impossible but we will prove it that if we can create it we can destroy it too.

Let time tell…

Time tells all

It hides none

The true face the false tale

Kept open to all

And then oh human

Be brave and strong

For you would find

The real life stark clear

And if you rise from this

The true friend will be unleashed

And you won’t have to spend

Your precious time with

Those who never needed you at all.

Though the storm strong

Will bring rain in your fields

And you will eat the fruits

Of your good deeds…

A shade of green.

The tender leaf on the top

With its light colour comforts all

when the busy rain stops

A drop caresses its tiny arms

You wait under a leaf

Facing the sky with a grin

It moves and shakes

The rays touching your face

you open your shut eyes

A drop again

your grin now a beautiful smile

breathing the wet air.

it rains again and you run

here and there to find a shelter

But reach for the trunk

For you now under the leaves snug….

Social Media.

Have you ever realised in this new age there is yet another shadow. Following you, staying by your side and knowing everything about you.

Yes, and that is nothing but your Social Media. No matter how much you try it will have an influence over you. You behave in the most liked manner and not in the way you would usually behave. Follow people more than 100 and try having their personalities even if you know that’s a disorder. Somewhere you get lost in it and just find yourself trapped. Nope not physically but a mental state which blocks your originality.

Unless you just use it as a pass time and not make it your priority. Yes…it helps you earn too but only if you make a profession out of it or become an influencer in some field.

I don’t suppose social media was born out of necessity. It was more of an entertainment media and should remain the same. It shouldn’t affect anybody’s personality or life by any means.

Social Media is easy to use but very unreliable and for all you know it does affect you, so use it only as a means of distraction and try not to get used to it.

– By a Social Media user🙄

Today

I start my day

With rushing thoughts

Awake I don’t know why

Sleep is a dream

Dream seems reality

I fear for a while

.

Restless and clueless

Striding straight

I take on life

there a fear for everything

Dear and near

I need you all by.

.

Life teaches

And you learn

Age always goes by

My present is difficult

Future unknown

The past seems quite fine.

.

I wish to understand

everything I come across

Novelty is a fancy why.

Strange scenes, new feelings.

Please leave me

Alone sometime.