I start my day
With rushing thoughts
Awake I don’t know why
Sleep is a dream
Dream seems reality
I fear for a while
.
Restless and clueless
Striding straight
I take on life
there a fear for everything
Dear and near
I need you all by.
.
Life teaches
And you learn
Age always goes by
My present is difficult
Future unknown
The past seems quite fine.
.
I wish to understand
everything I come across
Novelty is a fancy why.
Strange scenes, new feelings.
Please leave me
Alone sometime.
Have you ever wondered that you are not the one you wanted to be ten years back but you are still satisfied.
Then screw the anxiety and live the present to the fullest coz in the end you will eventually be satisfied…
I want to forget you
You make me think too much
though you have distanced yourself
My mind keeps playing you
I want to forget you
.
From the past thousand years
of the decades in a second I mean
You come to my mind and make me smile
All I want is a friend like you
I want to forget you
.
Only love doesn’t hurt
friendships too
They remove a block and dangling due
The only one at fault is you
I want to forget you
.
You have become an ideal or so
You are the perfect soul for a free soul
Hope you get evermore
More than you want for you
I want to forget you
.
I don’t know why I write for you
For writing you will make a permanent hue
I am more stronger than I may look
I don’t anymore want you
I will forget you.
Oh you
To be in the eye
Of your love
Who could touch your soul
And kindle its pleasure
I envy you darling
though I love you too…
But thy cursed
To never understand love
And the body you adore
Would be worned with time
And thee be untouched till death
And then come to me
in this hollow air
And keep carresing me
Till I am freed
And born again to enjoy love.
If you would ask me
If I am perfect
If I am not looking at others
Then I am pre-eminent.
.
If you would ask me
If I want something
If I am not looking at others
Then I am self sufficient.
.
If you would ask me
If I am happy
If I see myself smiling
Even with a broken back
Then I am self- felicitous.
Had I been
Little more confident
Had I been
Little more resolute
Had I been
Little more strong
Had I been
Little less confused
.
Had I been
Little more brave
Had I been
A little more bold
Had I been
A little more smart
Had I been
A little less emotional
.
Had I been
Little more perfect
Had I been
Little more charismatic
Had I been
Little more skilled
Had I been
Little less stressed
.
Then Surely
I would be non-existential!
Some so wonderful
Some so strange
Some withstanding
Some falter frail
Some strong
Some weak
Some kind
Some sharp
Some wise
Some otherwise
Some beautiful
Some beautiful to others
Some poetic
Some usual
Some practical
Some emotional
But they all are just adjectives
Making us ponder
Over things so silly
against the life so vibrant…
Who absorbs sorrow
And tries best
To fill with joy
When you see in the eye
It’s crystal clear
A heart of love
Memories to be treasured
Wind gushes by and
The shadow teases me
I just want
To hold you by
This feeling for longing
Has grown his roots
And I can feel you
More inside me than you
And you smile and walk by
Still you are here, always here
Waiting till I come
Home to you.
Today WordPress acknowledged me of my 100 post mark! And I am truly delighted 😁.
I had seen a fellow blogger celebrating her blog century when I first entered the blogging world and wondered would it ever be possible for me!
But with constant encouragement from all of you out there… what seemed to be impossible has become true and I am really grateful to you all.
Hope I, with the increasing number of posts improve my writing skills too and one day Jane Austen would give me a visit. ( Sorry…I was blog dreaming!)
And to all those bloggers who put tremendous efforts to read my posts and like or comment it…. you are Gem 💎. Thank you so much 🌸…
Happy Happy Blogging to all!
P.S. Sorry if I sounded too much silly 😅
Thank you so much for nominating me for Vincent Ehindero Blogger Award. I am truly obliged. A special thanks to a wonderful blogger for the nomination…
https://anjaliutters.wordpress.com
Anjali’s blogs are a treasure and I am sure you wouldn’t deny either. Please do checkout her blog, where she expresses in the most authentic and genuine way, never shying away from voicing out. A blog worth following 👍🏻👍🏻🌸. Thank you so much Anjali once again… this nomination means a lot coming from you. 🙏🏻
And for the nomination procedures :
The Rules for this award are:
1. Is blogging a profession or a hobby for you?
Ans: A hobby to polish my reading and writing skills.
2. How many friends have you made from blogging?
Ans: A few whom I always look forward to post something new. 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
3. What activities inspire you to feel like you’re living your life to the fullest?
Ans: Living life to the fullest!…that’s one thing I don’t really care about because, there’s always something undone. 😅
4. Where do you see yourself in the next five years?
Ans: Acing at blogging 😉.
5. Do you ever regret any of your posts?
Ans: Nope, none, never will.👌🏻
I would like to Nominate the following Bloggers further for this award and the questions are the same ones I answered, for you guys as well.
https://aslapdashtalk.wordpress.com
https://analindenblog.wordpress.com
https://ruhappysoul.wordpress.com
https://witfulmadrasi.wordpress.com
These bloggers have really good content and exceptional writing skills. Always get to learn a lot from them. Please do give them a read too. 🙏🏻☺️
